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A very uncertain future (just 2 more days in Scotland)

I’m not drinking again for a while.  The only reason I drank earlier was because I had to take my clothes to the launderette and as a dyspraxic weirdo with severe anxiety, launderettes are extremely stressful places for me.  The … Continue reading

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Trying to pedal my demons away

I cycled from Dundee to Arbroath yesterday, which is around 18 miles.  The school summer holidays have ended here in Scotland and the weather was ideal yesterday, so I decided to try to make the most of it. PHOTOS Dundee … Continue reading

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I really fucking hate weekends and ‘weekend people’

Another ‘I hate weekends’ blog entry, but it’s true…I really fucking hate weekends and ‘weekend people ‘with a passion.  From Friday evening to Sunday night, it’s much harder for me to go out because the enemy (people) are everywhere.  Saturdays … Continue reading

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Ugly and lonely in Perth, Glasgow and Stirling

I wasn’t planning on returning to this blog for a while.  I’m tired of bearing my soul on here, as I feel like no one is listening and even if they are, it’s unlikely that they understand (or care to … Continue reading

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The anniversary of the day I should never have been born

I mentioned in my previous blog entry that it was my mum’s birthday on Friday. While I don’t celebrate it, it’s my birthday today and I’m spending It alone wand depressed with a bottle of vodka and a head full … Continue reading

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Drunken envy and self-loathing in Dundee

I went to Dundee on the train yesterday (Thursday).  I’ve now been to every major / medium sized city in the United Kingdom.  I drank way too much and I still have a hangover (and I don’t usually even get … Continue reading

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Extremely ugly and lonely in Glasgow

I went to Glasgow on the train from Perth yesterday (Monday)), despite feeling like shit and despite the fact that it was a bank holiday here in Scotland yesterday, so it was a weekend day.  I  wouldn’t have gone at … Continue reading

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