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Another lonely weekend beckons

I managed to go out on my bike today and did the 21 mile round trip to Bottesford, along the Grantham Canal.  I was hoping to find the cat that I made friends with there last time, but after an … Continue reading

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“People don’t like that sort of thing in Grantham” (anything non-heteronormtive / cisnormative)

I made the mistake of going out earlier because the weather was nice and I didn’t want to be cooped up in my flat until Monday.  I mixed some vodka and diet coke into a Lucozade bottle and rode one … Continue reading

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I hate my own company

I’ve barely spoken to anyone since I got back here a week ago last Friday. In fact, the only person I’ve spoken to was my friend when I called her hysterically when I fell of my bike last Wednesday. This … Continue reading

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I don’t feel ‘real’ anymore

In the eyes of many, I probably appear quite high functioning, but I am anything but. While I can cook, clean and wipe my own ass, but it’s often game over as soon as I have to deal with people … Continue reading

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Another very difficult, lonely weekend that has left me with major depression. I’ve barely managed to get out of bed today, despite feeling restless and agitated. When will this nightmare end? I’m so trapped inside my wretched, ugly head.

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Weekends are becoming increasingly unbearable

It’s actually harder to go out here than it was in Rochester at weekends, as much as I hate to admit that.  There seems to be a higher percentage of families with children living here and these are the last … Continue reading

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New Aquarium

I now have a fully functional, almost fully kitted out aquarium, although I can’t add any actual fish for 2 weeks or so, as the water has to be treated first.  Its still quite soothing, both to look at and … Continue reading

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