Tag Archives: weekends

Dystopian Brexit nightmares

Last night was the second night in a row that I’ve had a dystopian nightmare about Brexit Britain. The one I had on Sunday night / Monday morning was worse though.  In the nightmare, I was arrested for simply being … Continue reading

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Living here has been like serving a 6 month prison sentence

I don’t have to express how much I hate weekends, especially here in Grantham.  I’m tired of feeling like a prisoner stuck in my flat, unable to go out because of the plethora of kids, teenagers and families living in … Continue reading

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I don’t feel ‘real’ anymore

In the eyes of many, I probably appear quite high functioning, but I am anything but. While I can cook, clean and wipe my own ass, but it’s often game over as soon as I have to deal with people … Continue reading

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Weekends are becoming increasingly unbearable

It’s actually harder to go out here than it was in Rochester at weekends, as much as I hate to admit that.  There seems to be a higher percentage of families with children living here and these are the last … Continue reading

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Random Friday night shit

As anyone familiar with my blog (all 1 of you) knows, I’m no fan of Friday nights or weekends.  I hear people outside shouting and having fun and while I would never choose to be that obnoxious, I wish I … Continue reading

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I can’t do anything right

I couldn’t put Persephone back together.  In fact, I fucked up and lost a tiny spring and a washer and spent over an hour trying to put the bike back together, when all I did was fail and create a … Continue reading

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Why bother going out at all?

Is it really worth going out at all if I have to self-medicate before, after and sometimes during?  Any benefit I’m getting from the exercise itself is cancelled out by alcohol consumption and benzo abuse anyway. I cycled into Newark … Continue reading

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